I'm gunna be straight with you here... I feel pretty lugubrious right about now! For the dull minded out there, that basically means down in the dumps. Now before you quit reading this on account that you may think I'm going to go out on another self pity rant I'd like to tell you why exactly I'm feeling so low.
Have you ever lost some one you love? Had to say goodbye to a person who made you feel exceptional, got you to see yourself for who you truly are? You try so hard to stay with that loved one and be the best 'you' that you can be and sometimes we stumble or we lose our way. We easily forget what we were fighting for. other times we are able to succeed and are able to achieve our best. Yet every time we lose that person every time we are forced to say goodbye we want to quit. To give up. We get the feeling that we're just not good enough and are seemingly unable to move forward. When we feel this way, we often lose purpose. We feel useless and abandoned, cold and alone, black and empty...
But some times we get lucky. Eventually after we have mourned our loss we come to reason and we see the light at the end of the tunnel. Motivation springs hope into our dismal lives through the absence of them that we miss. The need to do better as to not let them down fuels our recovery. Of course we miss them, we miss them terribly however we know everything will work itself out. The sun will always rise no matter how black the night is. Hold on to that faith and finish. This is some thing I still have to learn and I encourage you to do likewise. For some it may take longer and it may take a few more reminders for others but eventually we all see it...
The Light at the End of the Tunnel.
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