July 23, 2011

No Better


I've made a friend a few months ago who has really climbed the ladder of friends in my life. She's up there with the great ones! This girl just makes my day, heck she makes my life and yet some how I managed to make it through almost twenty years of it with out knowing her! The things we talk about, the conversations we have cannot be beat! We've spent so many nights sitting in one another's passenger seat till the early hours of the morning. A couple of times I've gone with no sleep, heading straight to work and then working eight hours, going home, have a shower, get ready, head to the party, drive with my friend, and do it all over again! I LOVE IT! I LOVE HER!!! When I talk to her, I hold nothing back. I let everything out, all my problems, all my triumphs, all my stories. I've told her of some of the hardest times in my life, things I don't even talk to my parents about. Things I've never told anyone else, things that I thought no one would care about. But she does care, and that makes her special. She is an angel mixed in with rest of us humans. How heaven let her go is beyond me! She's definitely a diamond in the rough! I'm so lucky to have her in my life now! I hope she knows how important she is to me, and I hope she'll always stay a part of my life, I never want to lose her. 

Now there will always be that top shelf that is reserved for those I've know and been with since those early exciting days in elementary school, or those horribly awkward days in middle school, or the glorious days of our high school years. Through thick and thin, the good summer days, and the worst of those cold December nights. Those friends are and always will be cherished in my heart.  Like my best friend Weston:


No one beats him as a friend. There are just no words to describe our friendship! I honestly couldn't ask for a better friend. He will always be a brother to me in my heart! 

Then there is my little sister Kate:

She's not really my sister but thats how good of friends we are! I just know she's going to love me for using this picture of her. I stole it from the internet. Anyways, Kate is amazing! I love love love her! We had this falling out of sorts where we never really ever saw each other, then one day a few years later she came home from school for the summer and I went to visit her, like I said after years of never hanging out. it was like not a day had passed! We still cuddled on her bed, talking for hours about our terribly exciting love lives! (Thats sarcasm if you didn't catch that! (paige) )

I have this one friend who is like non other! Her name is Jessica:


DAAANGGGG!!! Talk about sexy model babe! I wish with all my heart that I could say that this is my girlfriend but sadly no... She's better than a girlfriend! She is the bestest best friend in the whole wide world! Me and her have done a whole lot together and we've grown pretty close over the past few years! Can't wait till she moves into town so we can start hanging out again!!  

I love all my friends, and i love them for the examples they are to me. I'm so thankful for the impact each and everyone of them has on my life! I keep making new friends and I'm still going on new adventures. I hope the good times keep rolling and I pray that the bad times know who they are dealing with! 

July 12, 2011

Punk Rock Princess




Craziest thing happened! So I was reading my old blog I made back in grade 9 web design class. one of my posts had this picture on it, and I'd been thinking of something to write about. I was listening to jango radio (jango.com) and 'Punk Rock Princess' came on, and as some of you may have figured out I name all my posts with song titles. So fate decided, I was to write about my fantasy princess! 

This was the picture on my old blog. It made me remember how obsessed I was with emo girls back then, and how obsessed I still am! Not for the depression and the freaky things they do, but for their style! I've always loved the clothes the punks wear! 
Its like they just don't care about the world! 
They do what they want. 

They are an unstoppable force,
 A band of superheroes on skateboards, 
Wearing skinny jeans and vans shoes. 
Writing  messages on their bodies in permanent markers, 
Trying desperately to get people to notice. 
Crying out to the world hoping some one will hear their violent screams. 
See the wasted tears they shed. 
Feel the hurt that we all feel...

I LOVE THEM!!!!! I honestly cant explain it! There is just something about them that moves me! The problem is there are none here! Well actually there probably are but I haven't found them yet! So I told myself that if I ever met a girl with the extreme hair style, and the out fit, I'd marry her! Well low and behold i found one! I remember the night well...

September 24,
It was the weekend,
I didn't have work which just meant party all night.
My good friend Brent told me of a party going down in Lethbrige.
White out party,
We hit it up,
She's there,
Pink hair,
Wild,
...
..
.
I chicken out,
She's talking to another boy,
I cry the whole night.

Ok maybe I didn't cry but I was upset! A missed opportunity. I forever lost my Punk Rock Princess. I have never seen her since that night...

But I continue to fantasize about finding the right one. She's out there somewhere, riding on her longboard, listening to the music loud in her head phones, we will both get married and go deaf at an early age, its cute tho because that will be our thing. 

Where are you Princess? 
Don't be sad,
Wipe those tears away,
I'm out here too
Riding the concrete sea
Hurting,
Feeling,
Crying...

July 11, 2011

Too Beautiful

In each others arms, 
Embracing as they say their goodbye,
They Linger,
They breathe deeply, 
He steps back and looks into her eyes,
She traces his lips with the tips of her fingers,
He leans in close, 
Their lips almost touch,

"Goodbye..."

She walks away...



He runs after her and catches her arm,

"Wait!..."

He whispers as he pulls her around to face him. 
He raises his hand and holds her face in his palm, 
Gently tucking her loose hairs back into place. 
He looks deep into her eternal eyes once again.

"I'm sorry," He says in a hushed voice 
"you're just too beautiful for me to let you walk away out of my life forever."

She leans into his hand and he cradles her face,
She whispers,

"Im yours..."

He lifts her up, 
She wraps her legs around him,

They kiss...


They kiss with passion,
He crushes his lips into hers again and again.
She pulls away with a half smile, 
She sighs,
He kisses her forehead and asks her what is wrong,
She says "I just don't want to leave you!"
He says,

"Stay with me forever..."


Co-written By:

Sarah E. Nickle
&
Reid R. K. Walters 

July 8, 2011

What Is Love?

           

I asked a good friend of mine what she thought Love was...

Love...
Is Special.
Its a Gift.
In A Word, Love is Charity.
Its Respect and Compassion
Its Passion...
Its Something Special and Precious
A Gift We All Get and Give...

July 3, 2011

Kick, Push

I have found the new love of my life! 





























Her name is "Long Boarding"